It suddenly just got really hard.
Yesterday and today and the upcoming week and May have been on my radar, but I’ve been okay. I’ve navigated, knowing these are usually hard days for me, but it hasn’t been hard.
It might not be hard in five minutes.
But right now it is. For a long time I hated May. I hated Mother’s Day and all the things he tainted and ruined.
I saw him today and I tried to not be triggered, but…here I am. Navigating extra hard.
I’m so much more than the hell he put me through.